i feel so glam n woman 2day.
oh man.
i bought my first ever pair of high heels ON IMPULSE. but i really lyk the glittery maple. it's so shiny n pretty~~ Then i wore ear rings that look lyk dreamweavers (which i totally adore), n this ancient looking necklace that i've not worn for AGES.
I swear im usually not so bimbotic.
I dunno wad came over me 2day.
Probably coz im goin orchard.
Wadeva.
It felt good.
Dressing up, i mean.
Lyk, come on, how many times do we actually get to wear nicely? I think girlz shld dress up once in a while to gain some confidence. becoz sometimes, we're so busy we dun take care of our outer appearance, then we think we're ugly n fat etc. but when we dress, we see that actually we're not so bad.
let's not talk abt those who dress up all the time.
So im actually feelin really happy now, coz juz came back from carollin practise n everything's been so fun! i mean, yea i didn't get that hug from sixuan, but it's still great to see everyone again :)
Though there are quite few ppl 2day, we did our individual best to keep spirits up. And im glad my fren, lynn, could nevertheless see the cheerful spirit of hcmc yf despite the numbers.
I cant rmb wad she said abt yf, but im sure she thinks everyone' s really friendly, not to mention SOME ppl who r lyk being totally OVER FRIENDLY.
HAHA!
So out of point lah, these ppl.
Pressurise my dear fren...
No lah, seriously, im grateful to ppl lyk SIXUAN & MINNIE for makin lynn feel so welcomed n homey =) i wuz kindda worried she'd feel left out.
Anywayz, i realised also that havin frens makes me smiley too. As in, when i think abt how nicely everyone treats me, i juz feel so LOVED.
Of coz in sch it's a different thing, coz u nv know if they're treating u nicely n with SINCERITY, or izzit juz an act of hypocrisy.
Sighx... i alwayz get stressed juz thinkin abt NY galz.
They can be sooo complicated sometimes.
Oh well.
As long as i have the yf behind me, i'll be happy every day *grins*
Ohh on the way home juz now, jamie said sth that made me quite sad.
She said she didn't think daddy was goin to buy her a handphone, n i can really see she's quite saddened. I know she really really really wants a handphone, n it's seriously necessary for her, but daddy might not know.
I've tried talking to him, but i understand he has a lot of family burdens already, n i dun want him to feel pressurised by jamie's need of a handphone. I told her i could share mine with her, lyk we split the wk n use the handphone, but she said forget it.
I juz feel v.sorry for jamie.
She tried her best for psle, n it's not her fault she cannot score 3 marks for higher chinese or get into NY.
I think as long as she has tried her best, she ought to be rewarded for her effort.
ARRGHH.
If only im old enough to work.
Then i'll be able to earn enough money to buy her a handphone for a christmas surprise. I feel so disappointed in myself. She oreadi bought me a surprise christmas prezzie n i've got her nth.
Boo.
Ohh.
I want an older brother.
Still lookin for one.
Haha actually i have a lot of older brothers liaox.
There's a handful of them at hcmc yf.
A bunch of deranged monkeys.
:D
Thanks everyone~!!

i feel so glam n woman 2day.
oh man.
i bought my first ever pair of high heels ON IMPULSE. but i really lyk the glittery maple. it's so shiny n pretty~~ Then i wore ear rings that look lyk dreamweavers (which i totally adore), n this ancient looking necklace that i've not worn for AGES.
I swear im usually not so bimbotic.
I dunno wad came over me 2day.
Probably coz im goin orchard.
Wadeva.
It felt good.
Dressing up, i mean.
Lyk, come on, how many times do we actually get to wear nicely? I think girlz shld dress up once in a while to gain some confidence. becoz sometimes, we're so busy we dun take care of our outer appearance, then we think we're ugly n fat etc. but when we dress, we see that actually we're not so bad.
let's not talk abt those who dress up all the time.
So im actually feelin really happy now, coz juz came back from carollin practise n everything's been so fun! i mean, yea i didn't get that hug from sixuan, but it's still great to see everyone again :)
Though there are quite few ppl 2day, we did our individual best to keep spirits up. And im glad my fren, lynn, could nevertheless see the cheerful spirit of hcmc yf despite the numbers.
I cant rmb wad she said abt yf, but im sure she thinks everyone' s really friendly, not to mention SOME ppl who r lyk being totally OVER FRIENDLY.
HAHA!
So out of point lah, these ppl.
Pressurise my dear fren...
No lah, seriously, im grateful to ppl lyk SIXUAN & MINNIE for makin lynn feel so welcomed n homey =) i wuz kindda worried she'd feel left out.
Anywayz, i realised also that havin frens makes me smiley too. As in, when i think abt how nicely everyone treats me, i juz feel so LOVED.
Of coz in sch it's a different thing, coz u nv know if they're treating u nicely n with SINCERITY, or izzit juz an act of hypocrisy.
Sighx... i alwayz get stressed juz thinkin abt NY galz.
They can be sooo complicated sometimes.
Oh well.
As long as i have the yf behind me, i'll be happy every day *grins*
Ohh on the way home juz now, jamie said sth that made me quite sad.
She said she didn't think daddy was goin to buy her a handphone, n i can really see she's quite saddened. I know she really really really wants a handphone, n it's seriously necessary for her, but daddy might not know.
I've tried talking to him, but i understand he has a lot of family burdens already, n i dun want him to feel pressurised by jamie's need of a handphone. I told her i could share mine with her, lyk we split the wk n use the handphone, but she said forget it.
I juz feel v.sorry for jamie.
She tried her best for psle, n it's not her fault she cannot score 3 marks for higher chinese or get into NY.
I think as long as she has tried her best, she ought to be rewarded for her effort.
ARRGHH.
If only im old enough to work.
Then i'll be able to earn enough money to buy her a handphone for a christmas surprise. I feel so disappointed in myself. She oreadi bought me a surprise christmas prezzie n i've got her nth.
Boo.
Ohh.
I want an older brother.
Still lookin for one.
Haha actually i have a lot of older brothers liaox.
There's a handful of them at hcmc yf.
A bunch of deranged monkeys.
:D
Thanks everyone~!!