10.12.05
Had second golf lesson on thurs.
It sucked lyk hell.
Reallyy baaad.
I think i have a serious case of inconsistency.
=(
my studies liddat, my golf lessons oso liddat.
hopefully i'll stay consistent with loving God :)
then ytd, fri, i had my dance exam.
92/100.
^ ^ im quite happy with it but dad says since im only learning for fun, it's time i stopped my course.
i kindda agree, though i really love the lessons.
it's lyk dancing is the only thing i feel that i can ever be good at,
n though i learn a lot of stuff, lyk piano n stuff, i dun feel lyk im actually GOOD at anything.
lyk, really good.
as in, i wanna concentrate on one interest n develop it.
so it'll be my area of specialty.
budden my results this yr have been pretty bad,
n i really wanna do well next yr,
especially since im contemplating trasnferrin to RJC after sec 4.
it's a recent thought, but i juz suddenly realised i dun wanna go HCI.
lyk, everyone i know will be goin there,
can u imagine goin to the same classes, same cca, n makin the same new friends with the SAME batch of ppl?!
i think grown ups lyk to call it A Change Of Environment.
becoz right now, i feel perfectly sick of my current study environment.
i want a fresh start in JC.
i dun want my old friends to remind me of what i have done in sec sch
n frankly speakin, i dun exactly have any really close frens in NY.
so i have nth to lose if i go RJC.
except i'll have to study REALLY hard now.
but im sure i can make it.
i hope.
oh well.
God bless me =D
then today, my whole family went for golf practise.
i realised today it's a game of mental challenge n a test for my patience,
which i have a serious lack of.
each of us bought 90 balls, n i used up 80 balls for warm up.
meaning only the last 10 hits can be considered as ok.
Loser.
Haha but it's ok, coz now im only playing for fun.
And sweat.
It's alwayz healthy to sweat ^_^
After golf practise, we had lunch at Lot1, then we bought 2 large stockings from popular to put our christmas wishes :)
it's lyk a tradition in my family, n though jamie n I know there's no such thing as Santa Claus, it's still good fun keeping the jolly christmas season spirit within joyce, the littlest in the family. She sincerely believes Santa is the one who brings her prezzies every yr, n it's so satisfying for us to hear her cries of delight every Christmas morning!
Sigh.
One day she will know the truth, n her Santa bubble will burst,
but till then, all we could do is try to make her Christmases as enjoyable as possible.
So with the two large stockings ready, we headed home n wrote letters to Santa, listing down the stuff we want for Christmas. It's also a good way for daddy n mummy to know what to buy for us =)
im buying prezzie of Jamie too, except it's not a surprise.
She was the one who told me to buy that album.
Haha.
I told her what to buy too.
But we wrote them down in the letter anyway, to convince Joyce.
Then the 3 of us put our letters into one stocking,
n daddy n mummy's letters went into the other stocking.
We had to forge daddy n mummy's letter becoz they didn't really want anything.
Dad asked for a happy family,
n i asked for love, blessing and guidance from Jesus, on behalf of my mummy.
After that, Jamie n I had fun trying to sneak the letters out of the stockings, n Joyce was darn convinced that Santa had been in our rooms.
Plus, i was witty enough close the windows when hanging up the stockings, then leavin them open after i had taken out the letters.
So it looked as though Santa had been through the windows.
^^)
Having a lil sis in the house is really a lot of fun n pain.
But now i can use Santa to threaten her if she ever gets naughty!
Naughty children don't get presents for Christmas, Joyce...
^ ^
Ooh need to go for family meeting now.
it's a time every wk when my family get together and share our wk's experience and the younger ones will talk abt their probs n seek advise from the adults.
It's kindda cool actually :)
nakes u feel all warm and loved.
Life's getting busier and more stressed for everyone,
we need some deisgnated time to sit down n enjoy the kinship God has blessed us with.
The meeting's alwayz by the pool side, n we usually bring some fruits down to eat,
but today we're havin bengawan solo's pandan kaya cake :P
Whee.
Catch you later!
Byez~!!
tranquility ; 12/10/2005 07:22:00 pm.
