12.12.05
I juz feel soo happy now =))
No reason.
Juz plain bubbly happiness!
Love God.
Love Life.
Love Friends.
Love Family.
WHEE~!!
Gosh.
With so much unfinished work, i wouldn't expect myself to be soo smiley. haha. but coz im watchin Rainbow Connection now. And nothing can ruin this tiny piece of joy! :) It's such a hip show that is so close to heart. I mean, i once dreamt of attending a dance sch juz lyk that n being able to have such a thrilling romance journey!
Haha.
Im goin to make a list of my "unfinished work" now, as a reminder to myself.
=>Editing video for china immersion (have to re-download n finished editing by tmr! ARRGGHH!!)
=>Personal report for china immersion (in perfect chinese. bleagh.)
=>Revising for Maths Paper 1 (retake)
=>Maths Self Study Chap + Worksheet
=>Chem Self Study Chap + Worksheet
=>Commonwealth Essay (haven't decided topic!!!)
=>Reflections for china immersion (by thurs)
*=>Revise Piano Theory Grade 3 - 6
*=>Practise piano exam pieces at least 1 hr daily (ouch.)
*=>Finish manuscript by end of hol.
*=>Finalise cover/backpage designs by end of hol.
*=>Write long letter + christmas card to dd
Hmm... think that's abt all.
Looks quite stressing, but im still not bothered.
Had Jamie n I had our first baptism class with Pastor Louise today. He explained to us the purpose of baptism n what it symbolises. Im seriously lookin forward to christmas now.
Ohh mummy juz told me we're goin to visit my ex-piano tchr on wed!! Im psyched now. I mean, she's more lyk a buddy to me.
I really miss the lessons with her.
I mean, Miss Chia, my current piano tchr, is qualified n all, but that's the prob. She's waaay too good n im juz not up to her standard.
I juz love playin for the fun of it.
I dun care abt the rhythm, fingering or timing.
I juz lyk to play my own way n with my own kindda style.
Haiz.
She's juz so stiff with playin n stuff.
"NO! Is that the fingering they gave you?!?!"
"Don't hold the note so long! In the baroque period, they still dun have pedals!!"
"Let me check ur timing... i think u're too fast for some parts..."
Sighx...
To hell with free expressions then, eh?
Im not blaming her or anything...
She used to really love the 2 of us.
Lyk, give us snacks nearly every lesson, jokin n chatting with us during lessons... i guess we took it all for granted n we kindda slacked during sch exam period.
And now she scolds n nags EVERY lesson.
It takes the fun n joy out of everything.
=(
I almost hated her for a period of time.
Then i figured it wuz really my fault.
Now i try to work as hard as possible.
But a bit difficult, as can be seen from my "unfinished work" list. So here's sth i've learnt: It's alwayz easy to lose trust, but to gain it again, hell it takes.
Haiz...
Dunno how long it'll take before we go back to how we used to be.
But anyway, im lookin forward to meeting my ex-piano tchr. She's got 2 kidz now. I really feel lyk i might burst into tears when i see her.
Lyk, oh god! I miss her soo much!!
Arghh!!!
Oh well.
Life is still beautiful :)
tranquility ; 12/12/2005 09:25:00 pm.
12.12.05
I juz feel soo happy now =))
No reason.
Juz plain bubbly happiness!
Love God.
Love Life.
Love Friends.
Love Family.
WHEE~!!
Gosh.
With so much unfinished work, i wouldn't expect myself to be soo smiley. haha. but coz im watchin Rainbow Connection now. And nothing can ruin this tiny piece of joy! :) It's such a hip show that is so close to heart. I mean, i once dreamt of attending a dance sch juz lyk that n being able to have such a thrilling romance journey!
Haha.
Im goin to make a list of my "unfinished work" now, as a reminder to myself.
=>Editing video for china immersion (have to re-download n finished editing by tmr! ARRGGHH!!)
=>Personal report for china immersion (in perfect chinese. bleagh.)
=>Revising for Maths Paper 1 (retake)
=>Maths Self Study Chap + Worksheet
=>Chem Self Study Chap + Worksheet
=>Commonwealth Essay (haven't decided topic!!!)
=>Reflections for china immersion (by thurs)
*=>Revise Piano Theory Grade 3 - 6
*=>Practise piano exam pieces at least 1 hr daily (ouch.)
*=>Finish manuscript by end of hol.
*=>Finalise cover/backpage designs by end of hol.
*=>Write long letter + christmas card to dd
Hmm... think that's abt all.
Looks quite stressing, but im still not bothered.
Had Jamie n I had our first baptism class with Pastor Louise today. He explained to us the purpose of baptism n what it symbolises. Im seriously lookin forward to christmas now.
Ohh mummy juz told me we're goin to visit my ex-piano tchr on wed!! Im psyched now. I mean, she's more lyk a buddy to me.
I really miss the lessons with her.
I mean, Miss Chia, my current piano tchr, is qualified n all, but that's the prob. She's waaay too good n im juz not up to her standard.
I juz love playin for the fun of it.
I dun care abt the rhythm, fingering or timing.
I juz lyk to play my own way n with my own kindda style.
Haiz.
She's juz so stiff with playin n stuff.
"NO! Is that the fingering they gave you?!?!"
"Don't hold the note so long! In the baroque period, they still dun have pedals!!"
"Let me check ur timing... i think u're too fast for some parts..."
Sighx...
To hell with free expressions then, eh?
Im not blaming her or anything...
She used to really love the 2 of us.
Lyk, give us snacks nearly every lesson, jokin n chatting with us during lessons... i guess we took it all for granted n we kindda slacked during sch exam period.
And now she scolds n nags EVERY lesson.
It takes the fun n joy out of everything.
=(
I almost hated her for a period of time.
Then i figured it wuz really my fault.
Now i try to work as hard as possible.
But a bit difficult, as can be seen from my "unfinished work" list. So here's sth i've learnt: It's alwayz easy to lose trust, but to gain it again, hell it takes.
Haiz...
Dunno how long it'll take before we go back to how we used to be.
But anyway, im lookin forward to meeting my ex-piano tchr. She's got 2 kidz now. I really feel lyk i might burst into tears when i see her.
Lyk, oh god! I miss her soo much!!
Arghh!!!
Oh well.
Life is still beautiful :)
tranquility ; 12/12/2005 09:25:00 pm.
