31.12.05
when i saw you standing there outside the church doors, a dazzling smile of bliss on your face, i finally understood what is happiness...
I attended my piano tchr's wedding today ^_^ it wuz so awesome. my first ever traditional church wedding!!
the flower girl was adorable n the next girl, who had the rings on a white heart shaped cushion, was even cuter *screams* KAWAII DES KA!! They walked VERY slowly down the aisle, then everyone wuz lyk SNAP SNAP SNAPping away.
Us three sisters were thrilled too. Especially when the music started playin and Miss Chia walked down the aisle, linkin arms with her dad. Ooh. Her smile was so real and you could so tell she's elated to be marrying at last, after SEVEN long years of bgr.
Oh gosh.
But that's becoz she wanted to wait till her catholic bf has truly converted into a christian before narrying. Aww man. Such a faithful christian.
Anyway, though im not lyk seriously close to my piano tchr, i was still very happy for her. I mean, it's juz so touching, especially when i saw her beamin at her guests as she walked down the aisle.
Then Jamie asked, "Haha, do you feel like getting married ?"
I said yes.
SERIOUSLY.
No wonder Love Conciege makes weddings out to be such serious business.
It's really no easy feat.
And it's a truly precious moment for the couple.
I admit, the real thing is not as drama n lovely as on tv (i.e dramatic music n last minute objections or burst in), but it's still very sweet.
But the pastor said sth true.
A wedding lasts for only 45 mins, but a marriage lasts FOREVER.
"...till death do us part."
That's the last sentence of the vow.
Gosh gosh gosh!!
How do i describe the atmosphere?!
Those of you who have attended such weddings before, you'll understand. It really makes a girl feel like being UP THERE with the guy of her dreams. Or at least for me, i feel that way.
:)
Haha but that'll have to wait.
I've still got next yr to chiong.
Then A level.
Oh well.
No one said i cant fantasise now!
So anyway, after the wedding, the family went for golf practise. And i must say, IT'S AN EXCRUXIATING GAME!!! honestly, it takes a lot of PATIENCE.
Each time i practise, i never get it right.
There are juz so many things to rmb, n i tried observing others, but i still dont understand wad im doin wrong. There was a point of time during the practise when i got so damn frustrated, i juz smashed the club at the ball.
Oh, it flew off alright.
But it didnt go far.
Sigh.
It juz shows you still need technique to play well.
But i realised today my patience has grown. The first time i practised, i got so pissed off with everyhting, i threw down the club several times and started cursing. But today, i held my temper n tears all the way till im done with all the balls.
I was boiling inside of coz. I really felt like screaming n kicking n makin a hell lot of noise. But i pushed it all down.
Nevertheless, i had a tiny outburst with dad becoz he wanted to go outside to have a snack but i wanted to buy a quick one at the cafe at the golf range. But pls, i was already lava hot inside coz of the practise. I need an excuse to shed an angry tear to make me feel better.
Even if it's a lame stupid excuse.
Note to self: Learn to control temper more effectively.
tranquility ; 12/31/2005 03:23:00 pm.
