16.1.06
yeahh really TIRED right this second... but it's not even eight... so i decided to update for the sake of SOMEONE :D
Well, yea, i've kindda gotten over the whole yf grp leader thing. figured that as long as i did my best, no one has the right to say anything, n i know He will be pleased with me :)
Hmm i know i had some reflections today, but cant really rmb now... ohh yarhh i rmb sth.
On the way to sch this morning, i boarded the bus at the same time as a MGS girl, i think she's 2 yrs or so younger than me. I saw her talkin to the driver, n i guessed she didnt have money or sth.
I wanted to stop n ask her, but somehow, i didn't. I found a seat n sat down. A second later, very coincidentally (or maybe God arranged), she turned n walked towards me.
"Do you have change for ten dollars?"
Oh, i don't think so. Sorry."
I FEEL LIKE KICKING MYSELF!!!
I mean.
Pls.
I could've helped her more right?
I REALLY didn't have change, but i could've at least like help her to ask other passengers right? It's tough for someone her age to be askin for money liddat. Gosh. Why wuz i such a moron?
I juz kept thinkin abt this, all the way to sch. And i still didnt feel any better.
*guilty*
So the msg here is: Alwayz be prepared to lend a helping hand.
It's a seemingly simple moral, but actually, it takes a lot of courage to do it. I think i was feelin waay too drowsy this morning, thats why wuz a bit blur n didnt respond her too well. But the incident also reminded me to alwayz be on the lookout for ppl who might need my help.
How many times have i come across this msg during my daily quiet times?? Yet when the time really came, i failed to be kind.
As good Christians, we shld alwayz be on red alert, ready to spring into Helping Mode whenever we see the tiniest chance.
Ok this is like my shortest entry ever (besides the Hot Chick one), but my brain is really on low function now, n i cant think... been feeling like this for this wk...
But dun wry, good frens of mine. Im not feelin stressed. Juz running low on energy.
Thank God for helping me through the dayz!
I hope things are goin well for everyone out there, n if anyone has any prayer requests, im willing to pray for you kz?
Oh that reminds me.
Last night i wuz juz suddenly v.motivated to pray for ppl. I actually got out a brand new notebk as my prayer book (coz i lost the prayer booklet :P), n i filled out 2 pages - one for me, another for someone else.
And im so eager to pray for more ppl!!!
So dont feel shy kz.
Unity is power!!
If we all pray together, beautiful things can happen ^.^
So have faith in the Lord in everything that you do, n even totally sucky dayz can be enjoyable (or at least bearable) =)
P.S REMEMBER YOUR FAMILY N FRIENDS!
tranquility ; 1/16/2006 07:13:00 pm.
