19.2.06
haha i dumped the old christian layouts n decided to go for sth new.
im NOT backsliding kz.
though i might have, a few hrs ago.
dunno why.
juz sitting there in the audi, listening to the sermon n praying, juz suddenly questioned the existence of God.
dats so not right. i know.
but thankfully, He touched my soul n reminded me of my precious salvation.
so now im fine again.
im sure it was juz the devil messing with my mind.
my heart is still with HIM.
*woots!*
hmm nth much to report yet.
lookin forward to DA VINCI CODE MOVIE (:
gotta read the bk v.soon.
right now the biggest prob bugging me is my future career.
i have simply NO IDEA wad to do.
ok, i think i have TOO many ideas, till i dunno wad to do.
it's mainly also becoz of my crazily wide range of interest.
n im learning so many things now.
my life is so whacked up.
dunno wad dat means. juz feel like it's the correct word.
it's juz so eazy to be able to flip open a bk called Your Future, n juz see wad's in stored for me.
SO EASY.
but not possible.
we make our own choices.
n decide for our own future.
*headache*
sighx...
juz have to P.U.S.H i guess... (PrayUntilSomethingHappens)
oh wellz.
bye for now, nice people!(:
tranquility ; 2/19/2006 05:46:00 pm.
