20.2.06
haha.
32/50 for maths.
WHEE~!!!
since last yr, i've been failing or juz passing maths test. this is like a HUGE improvement for me, not to mention the fact that i've practically flunked ALL my maths quizzes. so im really beaming right now.
even Khooie, my maths tchr, who's super stingy with his praises n remarks, said that i have improved n he was SMILING :D he told me to keep it up!
YAYYY.
i scored a big V this time round.
gosh. i totally proved myself wrong.
I NOT STUPID!!
hahaz.
never found that phrase more useful than now. im ultra determined to study harder now. humans scholarship is practically in my reach if i continue.
of coz, still need lots of support n help from the yf seniors ^.^ thanks to all you good ppl for helping me in my work!!
oh yea.
there's still one last chem test haven get back yet. i dun have a good feeling abt this, but even if i fail this last one, i can still take some comfort knowing that i scored well for my other tests.
hmm. lookin forward to bangkok holiday trip. really hoping this will be a good bonding session for the family. we're like drifting apart le.
ok enough abt family. now fwenz.
quite a lot to say, but due to time constraints, i shall summarise:
basically, i have major probleming tolerating someone in class. she has little, practically zero, self discipline, procrastinates like siaoz, almost ALWAYZ doesnt complete her homework on time, delays n delays until she's practically always the last one who hands in the work.
n worst thing is, she NEVER gets into trouble for this little problem of hers.
the tchrs r always saying will deduct marks for late work, but this seems to never bother her, n she still gets relatively good marks for her assignments n tests. not much worse than me anyway.
Me. who studied n hands in work ON TIME.
dats so unfair.
n she's not even tryin to keep up with the class. she's really the type who'll choose fun over work. n the funny thing is, she can have fun WITHOUT being constantly bugged by the unfinished work at the back of her mind.
how did she do it??
another fren n i analysed this, n we think it's becoz she has a large circle of CAPABLE frens, who r like really good at studies. so she gets loads of help from them. she frequently gets her frens to do her reports n proposals for her.
sighz...
too bad for us outcasts then.
and i dunno wads MY problem with dat!!
i mean, come on.
it's HER problem, not mine, right?!
so why am i so agitated n totally PISSED??
i think it's the unfairness of everything. i kindda dao-ed her today. didnt feel like talkin to someone who wouldn't pull herself together n try to buck up.
i dunno...
im usually ok with accepting the weakness of others, but somehow, when it comes to her, i juz cant tolerate. she's not a bad girl. in fact, she's a really good fren in most wayz. this is juz a big problem of hers that i cant stand.
n she sits next to me in class. so it really puts a lid on top of everything.
haiz...
i know i know. i'll learn to let go n take things easy. it's not as though im Miss Perfect or wadeva. im sure she can find fault with me, if she wants. dats the strange thing abt this fren of mine.
she never finds fault with most ppl, unless they find fault with her first. im really impressed by this actually. not many ppl can do this.
wellz.
it's a two way friendship i guess. if im gonna sit next to her for the rest of the semester, i'd better start gettin used to her uh different way of approaching life.
tranquility ; 2/20/2006 07:50:00 pm.
