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jenny!____________18!___________LOVES+++you(:
29.5.06
harlo my lovely friends... currently in an internet cafe in Huang Shan (Yellow Mountain) now... rushing my essay for the NUS Creative Writing Competition. Thank you all for your smses, however, I will like to gently remind you once again that I am overseas and sms charges are... more than usual(: any problems pls call my mum's hp (can get number from... zhixuan, dingjia, lynn, haowen, and sinyee). and dont tag on the tagboard unless it's alright that i read it after i get back on 4th june, coz China has blocked all the blogs on the net, and no blog can be viewed, only entries can be posted from blogger :(
anyway, i've been here for 2 hrs le. time to return to hotel le. will dedicate a full and detailed post abt this trip with nice pics, after i return. might not blog again soon. MISS ALL OF YOU IN SINGAPORE!!

**SIXERS JIAYOU FOR PORTFOLIO AND BSP!!! ^0^**


tranquility ; 5/29/2006 06:35:00 pm.

23.5.06
heyy peeps. at an Internet Cafe in Guoyang, China, now. so pissed off. apparently, they restrict ppl below 18, and this applies to me, a foreigner. and it's so unfair, coz where else am i supposed to find a connection? good thing i didn't stick to my original plan for my L.A portfolio, i.e. sending my homework materials to my 406 pals via email (i got permission for extension from tchr for that), coz that would have been a disaster, since i can hardly reach a decent Internet connection from here >.<
so how come i can post now, you wonder? yea, coz my dad paid for one comp, and he let me use it after he's done. i suppose they'll start chasing me out soon. needda pass this comp to jamie now. she's staring at me ^~^
*pissed off*
how come they are soo inflexible with the use of Internet around here?? oh well, i guess if a china girl went to Singapore, she would face the same problem. from this incident, you can see what a country bumpkin i am. i hardly know there's an age restriction for the use of Internet cafe :P
okie dokes. mustmustmust go now!!


tranquility ; 5/23/2006 10:08:00 am.

19.5.06
wahah. i did this tickle test that nicholas sent to me. and the results are s-u-r-p-r-i-s-i-n-g! gosh there's so much i dont know abt myself. hmm... really must spend more time in meditation!

Jenny, the emoticon that represents you best is the Smiling Face :)

What's up, smiley? Somehow you just always seem to find a way to turn that frown upside down. Your upbeat attitude and friendly demeanor brighten up any room, including your favorite chat room.Like your classic emoticon counterpart, you're a staple on anyone's list. Boring days and sleepless nights are far more bearable when you're online to chat. Whether you're shooting the breeze, catching up, or giving out advice, you can cheer up anyone on the other side of the conversation. So keep lightening the mood, making new friends, and bringing smiles to other folks' faces. After all, it's just so natural for you!


tranquility ; 5/19/2006 09:43:00 pm.

18.5.06
kopped this from szu an's blog. i call this blog fun. it's like a chain thing, and it's good when you feel like blogging, but have nth to say. plus, it makes the blog a lot more interesting! ok here goes... (the names involved in this "game" are all my churchies)

name 5 friends of the same sex
name 5 friends of the opposite sex
name 5 random objects
do these before u look at the questions below

F1: Tiffany
F2: Minnie
F3: Sixuan
F4: Coco
F5: Emily

M1: Nicholas
M2: Ming Yao
M3: Wenjun
M4: Junan
M5: Zhixuan

O1: Piano
O2: Sun
O3: Sweets
O4: Handphone
O5: Pillow

what if F1 and M2 dated?
OMG. are u serious? i just totally randomly put down tiff as F1 and mingyao as M2, and now u're askin me what if they dated? that would be so perfect. no surprise there!

what if M5 ate O1?
whaaa...? oh, yesyes! zhixuan can so eat the piano. he doesn't like it. wahah.

are M4 and F2 compatible?
oh, no, definitely not. junan can only be minnie's very very old brother. but that place is taken already :D

would you buy 03 as a present for F2?
oooh definitely! sweets are cheap, colourful, sugary, and tiny, just like mini MINNIE ^0^

how did you meet F3?
technically speaking, i met sixuan in church, but she's really minnie's cousin, so i met her through minnie!

how did u meet M1?
nicholas? he's my churchie, one of the first few friendly ones who talked to me on msn after i joined holy covenent methodist church. and now he's in my youth grp=)

what would you do if M1 and M4 dated?
wow thats tough... never thot of the possibility. lemme think... EEEWW. no way! hcmc yfers are all straight and sane, thank you.

what's the probability of matchmaking F1 and O5?
high high high!! unusually high!! hrmph tiffany already tried to steal jamie's (or issit mine?) fluffy pillow at OBS last yr! :p

does F4 like 04?
coco and handphone? she likes it very much i suppose. who wouldn't??

how are you related to M1?
nicholas is in my youth grp, my emotions rubbish bin, and the only one who knows and has seen the other side of me! rawwwrr!

describe F2
ohmygosh. so much to say, so little time...!! okok. minnie is so cute and sweet. absolutely gorgeous as a friend. she encourages, she's sensitive to others' feelings, she's supportive, she's funny, she's crazy, she's such an average teen girl but yet so much more than that! oh and she shld be called Mini instead of Minnie ^-^

what if F3 went overseas?
i'll call minnie and chat with her coz i know she'll be missing her cousin sixuan like crazy!

does M4 look like O2?
YES! not physically, though. he used to look like a lion more than the sun coz of his outrageous hair colour. but now that he looks normal again, it's his caring, brotherly and siao personality that shines through!

pick an object from the list to describe M2
oh mingyao? a handphone i guess. you can keep talking wadeva crap to him and he'll reply, unless his battery is flat >.<


tranquility ; 5/18/2006 03:59:00 pm.

17.5.06
it's here, it's here, it's FINALLY here!!! waaahhhh~~~ (in case u're lost, im talking about the teens icon audition, which i was starting to wonder if they lost my application form somewhere...).
it'll be held this sat from 10am-4pm at CHIJMES. and i'm so not prepared. i was panicking a minute ago. but i've decided on a song le... phew. now the hard part is the jumping key section. i keep jumping to a key too high. anyway, just need to practise, practise, and practise!! GANBATTE, JENNY.
jamie came home today and told me her grp has written a song, n surprisingly, the tune is seriously not bad. even i can't do that *jealousjealous*! but i must admit, this gave me inspiration to start composing again soon. it's kindda fun actually.
it's so brilliant of them to form a grp, give themselves a name, and do fun stuffs like composing tunes and writing lyrics. i should do sth liddat soon ^.^
and yang laoshi called the hse again, informing my dad that my request for leave has been approved, so im going to China this sat. this is both good and bad news for me. coz im so totally lookin forward to church flag day on 27th May, as well as the countless of marvellous movies im hopin to catch.
ahh well.
don't wait up, guys, just go on and watch the movies without me... i'll just watch it by myself when i get back, one lonely soul at the last row of the cinema, sharing popcorn with me and myself...
NAAHHH!!
i'll watch with jamie n joyce :) n perhaps some other lonely souls who havent caught the movies. especially Over The Hedge!
oh yea, n i've got TONS of hmwk to complete before sat, (not to mention practise for my audition), and i mean TONS of homework. but basically the problem is my portfolio, which needs to be handed in by 1st June. honestly, u can so conclude that escape is not a solution to anything. but i've got a plan. a NOT fool proof one.
see, i'll just bring daddy's laptop along to China, do my essays and everything in microsoft word, find a Internet Cafe in Shanghai, email the stuffs to my lovely friends, they print for me, file the materials into my portfolio... and WALA.
my wonderful Language Arts Portfolio is complete =)
(im trying to ignore the loopholes in this plan, so dont you dare remind me how bad and risky this plan is.)
anyway.
i'll just like to say that i forgive yang laoshi for badmouthing me last night, saying im someone who comes to school whenever im happy, then skipping when im not happy.
to quote her...
"请你告诉简妮,她以后不能高兴就来上学,不高兴就不来..."
whoo.
i never knew i was such a student.
just because i often applied for holiday leave on behalf of my parents?
oh well.
female chinese teachers.
they just PMS soo much.
i completely understand, yang laoshi.
and i forgive you (:
ok, gtg prepare for school tomorrow.
i love everything now!! ^0^


tranquility ; 5/17/2006 10:49:00 pm.

16.5.06
___++_______when the storm brews_____++________ will you be by my side?
omg im feeling so sad now... i just read the grp blog created for me n my four long term pals. the last two entries were posted by my gd fren, n she's very sad now. i wish i had known all these earlier. it's so terrible when u know ur fren is in need of comfort and you aren't there to help.
i'm sure she knows who she is, and i just hope she'll feel better because we'll all be there to support her all the way!
actually, her entries made me realise how fortunate yet selfish i had been. since this year, i haven't really taken time off to talk to my old buddies, only indulging in my new found social life. i dont deny the fact that my current grp of frens in class has made me more confident and sure of myself, especially since my class is very bonded compared to other classes. but i shld've paid more attention to my old friends who might need me now.
i guess i was just sick of being outcasted for so long that i forgot myself when i found my social anchor in 406.
so much so that i neglected my gd friends from lower sec.
selfish.stupid.me.
and just a few weeks ago, i was still asking for more, wanting to have a more exciting social network. and i felt i was losing my identity and personality. but thanks to lynn, i have found myself again. and i'm here to help!
to my dear friend who is sad now...: the world may seem unfriendly and the skies are gray... but hold fast to the knowledge that there are people who do care about you and will be there when you need them...


tranquility ; 5/16/2006 06:04:00 pm.

15.5.06
this term hasn't been great. i did badly for my tests compared to last yr. wonder how my dad will react when he sess my report bk. can't wait. sigh. but that'll be another 3 wks, so i might as well just forget abt it for now.
ooh goshgoshgosh. im going back to China this sat. aftnn flight. and i'll be stopping over at Wuxi for a day during the trip. that means i'll be visiting my china pals again. havent seen them since the immersion last yr(: miss them loads, especially Wang Hui. haha. she's SO going to freak out when she knows im going back. even just for a day! and i'll be wearing the pair of sports shoes she bought for me. and complain that it's one size too small >.< style="color:#000000;">Coco ^0^
Apparently we have similar interests in writing novels n lyrics, dancing, singing, and just abt everything under the sun that is NOT related to studies! can't believe it. we both read Avalon and were inspired by it. n i thot i was the only one who was still reading such a "childish" bk *grins*
She's thinkin of signing up for a vocal course but she needs 7 ppl to form a class. i've joined her n her frens, so we've got abt 4 or 5 ppl now. still need a few more. shall ask wing kee soon.
Hmm... was worried abt the Teen Icon audition a few days ago. coz it seems like my trip to china might clash into it, since i havent recieved notification abt my audition date. I PAID TEN BUCKS FOR THAT THING. but ah well. i figured i dont really care now. i have good friends, a great family n life's just loving me :D
what more can i ask for?


tranquility ; 5/15/2006 05:00:00 pm.

4.5.06
changed skin n layout. wasn't exactly sick or bored with the yellowy stars one, but i just wanted to try sth new.
anyway, dont have much to blog abt lately. too caught up with school work. n i've been flying around alot too. bangkok, phuket, bali (last wk)... n heading to china in 2 wks time.
kindda caught up in the Korean media whirlwind too. what with all those beautiful kdrama spreading around, i think i might pick up that language soon. speakin of which, im thinkin of self learning Jap again. soon.
how soon?
i dunno.
as soon as im free from school i guess.
i got inspired when i met this guy from poly on the trip to bali. he's local, n he could converse with my mum in fluent Jap after learning for only 2mths. every day, that is. sth like a crash course i think.
so i figured it wont be hard for me to pick up that language again, since i've learnt it before. n it's such a lovely language.
n i totally want to learn guitar now.
thinkin more n more abt crossing the bridge this yr. im excited n nervous abt it. it's gonna be like a whole new phase of my life. pickin new subjects, meeting new ppl, not to mention preparing to launch onto my career path, which till now, is still like... foggy with 3 paths branching out...
ok, will update in details asap.
sayonara for now!


tranquility ; 5/04/2006 10:47:00 pm.


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