28.7.06
i just love fridays.
everyday should be a friday.honestly.
even if it's just pretend fridays.we should at least try and be in a friday mood each day.coz everyone feels slack and relaxed on fridays.and on such days,we're usually in better spirits,so stress and anger dont come to us so easily.
then the world will be a better place,maybe.
point is,im feeling really peaceful and lighthearted now.things cant be better.or maybe they have,but this is not any worser than my worst day.
grandpa's out of hospital,and everyone's so relieved!praise the Lord(:
i hope he'll seriously quit smokin now.hmm ok im actually feeling kindda inspired now,coz i just finished Shopaholic Ties The Knot,it's a fabulous bk,and not at all shallow.maybe just abit.and i totally dislike rebecca bloomwood at first,then towards the end i changed my mind.one should always be prepared to hate ppl like rebecca first,for her lack of self discipline and completely bimbotic mind.but one should also be prepared to always give her another chance too,because you never know when she can prove you wrong and do sth dramatic and awesome.im goin to read Shopaholic and Sister soon.jamie borrowed it for me.cresent girls' sch library rocks to high heavens.they have such hip books.mine has C.S.Lewis and such.not that i dont appreciate them.i do.but too much philosophical and literature bks can make one a little dull and boring after a while.so anyway.i discovered this fantastic secret place near sch.shant say where,but it's amazing.like this pretty little cubby hole with hidden treasures.literally.the stuffs there are c-o-o-l!i never really use that word coz i find it so cliche,but this word seriously suits the things in this shop.the latest and cutest designs of gifts can be found there.again,i shant say where it is located.but it's very convenient for me.^.^but point is,from now on,jenny's presents to her dear friends will never be the same again!be prepared to receive wonderful prezzies from this day on!p.s if interested in the shop location,ask me personally ;)actually i've been thinkin abt what lynn and me have been chatting abt lately.relationships.she asked me more than once: how will you know?i've thought about that too.how will i know if i've met the one right for me?i know,im only 16,but isnt that like the unofficial age to think abt such things in this modern era of technology and bimbotic-ness?anyway,i came to no conclusion whatsoever.i told lynn you would feel it when you meet him,but im not so sure myself.i mean,Boy Meets Girl make it sound so easy,but is it really?i tried to ask mum once,did she feel a zing in her heart when she first met dad?or was it like a gradual thing that just ended up with them married?i didn't get a satisfactory answer.and honestly,i have no idea how to ask the experienced ones in church.they should know right?but how exactly do i say it?i cant just walk up to them.can i?maybe i can.but it's so weird!hmm.i think yulan has once attempted to explain this to me.last yr.when i was sort of in a spiritual crisis.but i forgot her answers.craps.im always forgettin answers to impt questions such as these.like,what's my role in the yf exco and am i really suited for this role?i keep forgettin junan's answers to this critical question,but i've got it locked in my mind now.anyway,i've decided not to think abt such sad and depressing things in life.i'll think abt them when the time comes and i feel gloomy enough.but for now,i'll just enjoy school(:
tranquility ; 7/28/2006 05:15:00 pm.
