29.10.06
I briefly read through all my entries last december, and I must say, I seem to have lost alot of "colours" this year >.< My entries last yr were so colourful and full of pictures! ahh well..maybe im becoming a boring person @_@
lots have happened these few wks, and im kindda losing the drive to post detailed entries. basically, i have found what i lost, seen what i had been blind to, made sense of some stuffs that had been bothering me, and come to terms with leaving this place.
all this time i told myself the past is not to be hold on to, we shld let it go and move on. but some things seriously dont work that way. i chose to look back and pick up from where i left off, and i might regret later, but for now, im at peace with what i've decided to do.
and maybe...sometimes the things we think we own aren't really in our control...it reminds us that everything in our lives are determined by our Father, and like what many always say, if it's not yours to be, holding on to it will not help, it'll only make urself miserable. im learning to go easy on life and myself, to simply sit back and relax. things are usually not as serious as we think they are.
higher chinese O level tmr.still need to find some way to download the info my chi tchr sent us.haii.where's efficient technology when you need it..
tranquility ; 10/29/2006 05:22:00 pm.
29.10.06
I briefly read through all my entries last december, and I must say, I seem to have lost alot of "colours" this year >.< My entries last yr were so colourful and full of pictures! ahh well..maybe im becoming a boring person @_@
lots have happened these few wks, and im kindda losing the drive to post detailed entries. basically, i have found what i lost, seen what i had been blind to, made sense of some stuffs that had been bothering me, and come to terms with leaving this place.
all this time i told myself the past is not to be hold on to, we shld let it go and move on. but some things seriously dont work that way. i chose to look back and pick up from where i left off, and i might regret later, but for now, im at peace with what i've decided to do.
and maybe...sometimes the things we think we own aren't really in our control...it reminds us that everything in our lives are determined by our Father, and like what many always say, if it's not yours to be, holding on to it will not help, it'll only make urself miserable. im learning to go easy on life and myself, to simply sit back and relax. things are usually not as serious as we think they are.
higher chinese O level tmr.still need to find some way to download the info my chi tchr sent us.haii.where's efficient technology when you need it..
tranquility ; 10/29/2006 05:22:00 pm.
