on the stairway to heaven ;

31.1.07

", he&his new eccentric hobby of swatting flies."

ahhh.imagine the joy of a blogger when she sees her taggie flooded, by frens AND strangers(:
thats so sweet. I LOVE YOU PPL!
nth much to update once again.except i went to see the vice principal of burnside high sch and she isnt very keen to let jamie and me skip a grade. coz apparently, the sch likes to keep students within their age grps, including foreign students.
that makes sense. so i accept it. but this way, it seems im almost doomed to stay here for 2yrs instead of the planned 1yr.
which is ok with me.im in no hurry to go univ, graduate, find job, get married, have a family, get a career and scram into the coffin.
but tell that to my dad.
sheesh.

the way he was grumbling abt jamie's english test.honestly. it's as though she failed?
she just didnt manage to finish her paper on time. big deal. i leave loads of maths qns blank when i did tests in ny. but then again, i suppose he thinks doing an english paper shld be second nature to us.
brrr.
trembling at the thought of our upcoming ESOL test. it's another english test which examines our english abilities more thoroughly. in terms of speakin, writing, and...um. something else. forgot what it is.
anyway. it's this friday. and lucky jamie. she's got experience already and knows what to expect.

yea anyway..been talkin some ppl from hcmc these days..brings back loads of memories.
like...eating lunch at dover with yfers(: ohoh.and singspiration in the humanities room!and then we always have cha dian in the canteen, chattin abt minor stuffs.
i kindda regret not spending more time with everyone in hcmc. and i felt like i seriously wasted one yr there coz it wasnt until last yr that i started to make frens and open up to everyone?
what was my problem??!
so here in a new land, among new ppl, im determined not to make the same mistake becoz i may also be stayin here for only 2yrs.

ok lets see.what else..ohyar. finished buying school uniform.except the school fleece jacket coz they dont have XXS in the shop now.
but ohmann the school skirt is like, below our knees and the minimum requirement is "no shorter than 10cm above the knee when kneeling". so obviously jamie and i want our skirt to be at least above the knees.
but mum was like.
"NO, you see, as long as it's no shorter than 10cm above the knees, it's fine!"
but gawd!nobody wears their skirt 10cm BELOW the knees!! =.="
and in case u dont know, our sch skirt is those sort of tight ones, not flappy like the ny sch skirt.
so now i have to figure out how to edit the hem of the skirt. FAST. coz by next wk i'll need to wear it officially to sch for course approval meetings.
and mum certainly isnt going to help.

hmm.what else.oh yes im lookin forward to this sat.
the YG is going out to Quails Island!!yayy we'll get to sit a BOAT(: and then spot some quails, if there are any left on the island.
The Twins are so evil.jamie must've bugged vincent a hundred times to go but he wouldnt budge.says he'll be bored off his pants there.and jason thinks they'd been there before.
and speakin of the twins. imagine our shock when we realise both of them have ZERO idea who is who between the two of us.
=.="
so like we see them every weekend and play badminton with them.but they are absolutely clueless who is jenny and who is jamie. and dont ask me why they never asked us on msn. as far as they're concerned, they'd been talkin to almost complete strangers on msn called "jenny" and "jamie".
... ...
hahh. the wonders of the human guy mind.

so anw. wadeva.

i miss everyone in yf!!
and in HCI!!
and others scattered all over the world!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE(:
coz i have no idea when is the actual cny =.=

tranquility ; 1/31/2007 03:35:00 pm.

30.1.07

", she&and her sudden infatuation with basketball&THE person related to it."

hehh i have decided to turn up the creativity of this blog by a notch. so i have decided to put my msn nick as the header for every entry, since i seldom see you guys online due to the time difference):

jamie has just gone to school to take her tests.good luck jamie(:
before she left the hse, i yelled to her to make some frens, since all the students takin the tests are yr9 new students. she was like, "huh? ORH. ok. i'll try." you know. typical of her. haha.

i dont understand her prob seriously. i mean, she thinks she's fantastic with a great sense of humour, hip, fun and nice. and she is. but then she has this problem with makin new frens. she doesn't talk, for goodness sake. she just smiles alot (shyly), reply with a one word answer when someone fires a qn at her, and then moves off.

sometimes i feel it's unfair to her. she can be a great friend if ppl will just try her. but then they usually take a long time to notice her. unless she was shooting hoops. so now she's called tou2 fen1 wang2 on the courts. but off court, i dont think anyone comes forth to talk to her apart from those few we know.

and stupid ahdi is tryin to steal her from me.that lao ren.

hmm.yea i was askin joyce if she'd miss me when i go abroad for uni and she said yes. "i want you to go yr12!" she insisted loudly.
"But i want to go yr13!"
"NO!! I WANT YOU TO GO YR12~!!!!!"
she actually screamed the last part. goodness. she said if i went to yr12, i'd be able to stay in christchurch for 2yrs, so i wont leave so soon.
aww. that was sweet of her.
and i notice that sometimes when we all go blading around the neighbourhood, she'll come up to me and quietly slip her hand through mine.
(:
BUT.irionically, her daily actions dont seem to prove she'll miss me.that twert.she always sides with jamie and talks to me in a mei2 da4 mei2 xiao3 manner thats really annoying.
haii. i guess kids are just weird.

hmm ok whats next.
yepyep my english test is on friday. and i have course approval mtgs with the various head of departments next wk >.< color="#ff0000" size="4">so cute of amy coz vincent must be at least a head taller than her and he's a big boy (not that she's inferior in size). she's like those kindda of tomboys who just loooves pickin on young guys. but that girl has some spunk!i'd love to meet her(:

i'll upload pics of the youth grp here ASAP k! as soon as everyone comes back and im familiar with more or less everyone(:

till next time, sayonara!

tranquility ; 1/30/2007 05:04:00 am.

29.1.07

yay back with another episode of Jenny&TheShuttle(:

hmm.yea well.jamie was like sayin she wants to play badminton with the twins.coz apparently she's not afraid of pros and she wants to experience playing with them.oh haha.so i told jason to make sure he'll put aside some time to satisfy jamie.

so last night we played a match.me&jason VS jamie&vincent.obviously my team lost.coz vincent is actually a tad better than jason.and i have a strong suspicion jamie is better than me too.so like.yea.DUH.

and last night more youths came. peter came again. ah di finally showed himself. and then there's the new guy kevin. jamie kept runnin out to play bball with them and poor me had to tag along just so she wont feel awkward. please. i cant even HOLD a bball right.

i didnt fulfill my dream of defeatin ah di, even in badminton, which is so unfair. coz i have improved. seriously. i won two matches. no need to mention how many i lost. but STILL!

im feelin quite happy coz im finally gettin to know the youths better(: and burnside is startin to seem more appealin by the minute.

P.S d, it's SO not possible we'll fall for the same guy.coz i like good boys and u like bad boys. but in case u havent seen my last msn nick, it says, "if we ever have the same crush, dee, i'll let you have him."

i dont want to see the mean side of u when a fight starts >.<

tranquility ; 1/29/2007 06:34:00 am.

27.1.07

um. for those who read my tagboard constantly, there is no need to panic over what someone called "d" has said. it is completely untrue and based only on her own womanly instinct, which really isnt very accurate(:

so therefore just think of me as a single, cheerful, intelligent and sophisticated teenage girl. anything that d says which contradicts to any of the mentioned is FALSE(:

yep ok on with the official post!

well there isn't much to update really. basically, i've discovered today that i not only suck in badminton, i suck even more in basketball. yep so im an all round amateur. whoopee.

DANIEL KUO AH DI I WILL WIPE THAT SMUG GRIN OFF YOUR FACE SOME DAY!

ok now i feel better.

hmm. not lookin forward to the appointment with the school. or the entrance tests. gettin the jitters now. gahh.

tryin to get used to my part time cleaning job and my super jie2 pi4 employer.

tada end of post!

loveya and missin everyone in singapore(:

p.s d, is the length of this post more to your humble liking?

tranquility ; 1/27/2007 03:45:00 pm.

25.1.07

YES.
i found the inspiration to blog again(:
hmm now lets see...what shall i blog about...

yea nth in my mind right now. im being angry with the mouse coz it keeps clicking on urls that i dont want to go. im telling it to work with me.

hmm..supposed to go peach picking now. but mum's not back with joyce. and it looks like it's going to rain..oh well. thats good. coz now i'll probably get to watch yu-gi-oh(:

oh, but there's the uniform second hand sale later at 4.30p.m. arrgh >.<

didn't sleep well last night coz was chatting with ppl from spore as well as youths from my new church. turned in at midnight. woke up several times coz jamie kept jerkin and kickin the blanket off in her sleep. gave up and went back to my bedroom to sleep.

haii.that girl. it's impossible to share bed with her.

had weird dreams abt the youths in church here. dreamt of that idiotic girl too. umm. woke up at 8.40am. which is my record time since coming here. i usually wake at 10? yea. but today i had to wake early coz i didnt do the dishes from last night. so mum said either i wake up early to wash them, or wash them for the whole of today. which wouldnt be fair coz it's supposed to be that girl's turn today.

so yea. im tired now. but still feel like doing sth.

ok i'll find someone to chat with on msn.

bye!(:

tranquility ; 1/25/2007 09:56:00 am.

22.1.07

(before i officially start this entry, i'll just like to let everyone know that if you tag on my tagboard, i'll reply on your blog in return, and not on my tagboard. i think it's more convenient this way for everyone.

coz sometimes when i tag on someone's blog and she replies on her tagboard, if i dont visit for a some time, the next time i check back, my tag (and her reply) would be pushed so far down that i have to click "older msgs". so i'll prefer to tag back on ur blog, unless u have none, then i'll just reply on my taggie.)

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it's been exactly 24hrs since the most recent badminton session. and my mood hasn't improved a bit. ok maybe just a weensy bit. but thats only coz i busy myself so much i dont have time to think.

for those reading abt my exciting weekly badminton sessions for the first time, i'll just fill you in on the basic details:

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

it is held every sunday night, at st thomas college (spelling error?). it is organised by the church and the number of players who turn up every wk ranges from 16-20. and their ages range from 13-40+.

the pros tend to play tournaments in the first two courts. the intermediate will take the third, and the amateurs (such as yours truly) will be playing in the last.

there is a riccaton gang, labelled by jenny as the riccaton badminton alliance. they are one mean, smashing team of pros. all from the riccaton high school badminton team. there are 5 of them currently, more to come as the summer hols are ending.

there is supposed to be a burnside alliance too (jamie and i are supposed to be in it since we're due to start in that sch in 2wks time). but the members had gone back to taiwan for the holiday. so jenny is currently anxiously waiting for the return of her unknown alliance members, who will, hopefully, join forces with her so she doesnt look so weak and pathetic in front of the other party.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

yea ok enough of the crap talk.
truth be told, one burnside member was there ytd. he's called peter (i think) and he's pretty good even after a long break from badminton. as i'd hoped, he was nice and played with us amateurs. i hope even more that all burnside seniors will be as nice as him. if so, my days of worries are over.

so anw. thats not the main point actually.
main point is, i was forced into an tournament (with dad as my team mate) against The Twins.
DA DA DA DA!!!(imagine dramatic music at this point)
so, like, you would know The Twins are one major part of the riccaton alliance. they're so pro together there are no words to describe them. older one is jason, younger is vincent. both cool, both pro.
and on the other hand, there's my wonderful dad, who can take on the 17 yr old twins, not with ease, but with relative power.
and partnering him is...
jenny.
the amateur.
excuse me. the picture is wrong here!!
i told dad i can't do it. i cant even use my backhand right yet. but he was eager to play another match before the stadium closed. and the pros on the benches were all takin their rightful break. so that left me.
i walked towards the court (no,actually,i was wobbling there) and i whined quietly to dad to tell him im not ready for this big thing. i mean, yea, i played against jason once (no need to mention i'd lost pathetically), but never against TWO of them.

but what do you know.
dad dad that FIRE in his eyes. like, seriously, really fierce and raging. like, show some back bone or you'll get it when we get home.
dad wouldn't let me be a quitter. but honestly, i knew i couldnt be his partner. i'll just fail him terribly. but he seemed so confident i could do it that i just went on court.
so the game began.

and thats when the problem comes in.
he keeps bossying me and ordering me to stand right in front of the net to hit the short distance ones. but he forgets that my reaction is not as fast as the pros and short distance ones require alot of quick reflex. which i sadly lack.
he was so focused on the game that i could feel the disapproval radiating from him whenever i miss a shot or hit the cock in the wrong direction. he was being absolutely critical of me and i felt worse and worse by the second.
i tried to put up some sort of fight, but it was draining. The Twins weren't even tryin their best and you can so tell they're going easy on the weeny amateur starin in their faces.
it got to a point whereby no one was even telling me the score and The Twins weren't even bothered whats their score. They just played real casually and i was just so embarrassed but angered at the same time.

it was downright insulting.
behind me was dad naggin at me, telling me how i should hold the racket, what i'd done wrong just now, where i should serve to, where i should stand... and in front of me were The Twins, playing like it was second nature to them (which, i think, it was).
do u understand how i felt?
of course you dont.
you'd think im being oversensitive.
but how would you feel if your dad was always disappointed in ur playin skills even though you'd improved a hell lot over 3wks?
how would you feel if you had to play in a tournament against two pros because you secretly wanted to prove to ur dad that you CAN play well but in actual fact you embarrassed yourself beyond humanity and caused your dad to lose the game by a large margin?
and not to mention ur dad is someone who treats a game like a matter of life and death and when he is into the game, he forgets who he is playing with, playing against, and playing for.
so by losing the game for him, it's a terrible blow for him.
but it's worse for you because you know you have done ur best, and you feel like you actually did really well, but his silence denied all ur efforts and hard work.

but above all, how would you feel if your secret aim was to improve so much that you could match up to the pros and make ur dad feel proud, and you keep waiting to hear someone comment on how much u've improved and how well you played, but then nothing was said and everyone is silent after playing with you, except a polite word of "thanks for the game"?
how would you feel?

im not sayin i suck at badminton. i can hit the shuttlecocks most of the times and im improving alot in terms of power and agility. i would think dad would've said sth abt my skills at this point of time. but no.
he's too focused on the lost game and the fact that i cant win any games.
and worse of all, jamie pointed out last night that she had won every doubles with catherine. and i said thats becoz catherine is a pro from the riccaton alliance. and jamie said, "yea, but you lost that match when you partnered with her right?"

i dont think jamie realises the impact of the words she spoke. i dont know what she was really tryin to say. maybe she was tryin to tell me it's not catherine that won the game, but she and catherine.

but then again, her reply to me made me feel alot worse than what i already felt. it's like im not just an amateur. im an amateur doomed to fail anyone who dares partner me.
hell. oh, no, God forbids. just step away from jenny. she never wins any match.
it shouldn't matter too much, really.
but u dont understand my dad.
sports is his LIFE.
he wants us, his family, to enjoy sports. but im telling you. to him, sports is more than just an enjoyment. when he plays, he really competes. and he puts his heart and soul into the game. which is good, really, but im not sure i like it that way.

becoz when he's like that, it's like as his daughter, i have to do equally well in sports. i feel the pressure and it's suffocating. he doesnt mean it that way, im sure, but it's just an effect on me.
he's really impressed by The Twins and ppl like catherine. you can just tell. the way his eyes shine whenever he's up against one of them and always telling me to learn from catherine and surpass her one day.

well, yea, im sorry im not as good as some ppl, dad. thats just too bad for u, isnt it.
i'm going to keep trying, but not for you anymore, dad. coz im sick and tired of always tryin my best for you.
i would feel sorry for myself. sorry that i have to bear the humiliation of playing against the pros, waste the time, and having them go easy on me. and sorry that at the same time i have to face your critical eyes.
but i wont. coz God has blessed me with many other good things. and i wont let some stupid badminton match get me down.
so there.

tranquility ; 1/22/2007 01:18:00 pm.

21.1.07

since coming here, i have felt sincere gratitude towards those who have been faithfully reading my blog, taggin encouragements and replying me emails. so here's a big THANK YOU to one and all ^0^

it has always been one of my worries that i will lose contact and closeness with my frens in spore. but technology has proven to be a good friend in this case. so im really thankful that God made the world this way. minus all the racial/religion discimination and political wars, that is.

today during sunday service, the sermon was about counting our blessings, not troubles. i wont drone on abt the content of the sermon, coz im sure everyone knows the importance of remembering our blessings from God. so here i shall make my own list of Blessings(:

Jenny's List of Blessings (at age 16.5):

1. Although she found out this aftnn that she's actually only 155.5cm in ht (and not the assumed 156cm), which makes her exactly 0.5cm shorter than her sister, jamie, she is still thankful that at least she grows. There are people in this world who remain at a child's ht even after they reach adulthood. Jenny prays for God to bless those ppl with mental strength and courage to overcome their daily obstacles.

2. Even though she does not have a blasting long line of suitors like some of her friends, at least she has an average lookin face and a strong healthy body. so she can play badminton =,=

3. Her greatest regret in life is that she doesn't have a charming, caring older brother. but she has two younger sisters - one who is half idiotic and half lame, another who is half tasmanian devil and half angel. and both of them can kill her with their silly gags.

4. Her family is not rich, but her parents work hard to provide her with a comfortable living and study environment. For this she is entirely grateful.

5. Her friends are not popular in school, neither rich nor famous (well, actually, TP is rich, but thats not the point), but they are loyal and trustworthy. they have made her laugh, listened to her problems, and stood up for her. she has faith in the friendships she has forged over the years in singapore.

6. Her puppy is noisy, time and energy demanding, smells like rotten cabbage, pees in her room, barfs on her bed, annoys her dad...but she is still grateful for this little creature to enter her life at this point of her life, to teach her compassion and kind firmness in handling. this training will equip and prepare her for the future when she ever has kids (pls note: puppies = kids), assuming she ever finds her other half.

7. She is not top of the class (yet), but she has good brains that can push her to that spot if only she'll get off her butt and start working.

8. She has found a part time job, however unlikely she fit the bill. (For those who dont know Jenny very well, her trademark personality is: junkyard bedroom, loathing for housework, irregular and short fiery passion for weird things like gardening etc, late sleeping and waking hrs etc...). Because her part time job is the clean the church kitchen once a week, for an hour or so. This includes scrubbing the floor, stove, arranging stuffs in the drawer...

9. She will be starting the new term in a very prestigious high school and she is determined to make use of the brains God has blessed her with.

10. She has published a novel online at this age.

so on and so forth...

i like to keep the numbers within 10(: i dont know why. 10 just seems like a good place to stop ^.^

so anw. i cant think of any troubles i have now. except maybe worries for the new term in a new school. but im sure God will guide me.

i encourage everyone to make a list of their own blessings! :D it's a good way to kill time (if you have too much of it), entertain urself, and reflect upon God's love in your life.

tranquility ; 1/21/2007 11:49:00 am.

14.1.07

just came home from my second badminton session for this mth. it was...smashin(: and i improved! more speed, more accuracy...just still not enough power >.< and my arm didnt hurt one bit. last wk it started burning just after 15mins!

ohh and i realised today there's a nasty little badminton alliance in the church badminton club. catherine, ling an, jason and vincent (twins), and another jason, are actually from Riccarton High School badminton school team! sheesh. i felt so tiny and betrayed T_T booo. thankfully there's still jamie, stephany and jacob (siblings), who play for fun but are pretty good too. hehh. according to catherine, there are alot of Burnside students in the church too, it's just that they've gone back to taiwan for the summer hols. yay so when they return, i'll get my own Burnside alliance! hopefully(:

but catherine and older twin have been really nice when they're playing with amateurs like me. they go easy on us but they still win eventually. by a small margin. but still. anw. catherine said jamie and i play pretty well. we just need more practise. so maybe one day i'll be good enough to play with the pros.

i learnt alot from the games actually. like when we play doubles, it's really abt trust and teamwork. knowing the style of your partner and knowing each other's limits. sometimes when the cock comes shuttling over my head and i'll go, "oh no thats it then..they score one." but then miraculously, my partner will hit it from behind like an angel. then we'll end up scoring. so thats how it works. in pairs.

but it's different when we play in singles. i dont like playing in singles actually. kindda lonely and the court seems alot bigger. harder to play.

ok so enough abt the badminton stuffs.

things are really startin to fall into place now. and im hopin after school starts, i'll have a normal life again. but im really missin my frens in singapore and when i go blog surfing and emailing them, i get a little pang in my heart, coz life goes on as usual for them and even though they complain and rant, i can tell they're still glad to be with their frens there.

so, like, i kindda feel a little jealous when i read abt their lives. they still go cine to watch movie, take neos, eat at pastamanic...all the things i used to do. and it's so sad for me to think that everything is still the same in singapore, even without me. but of coz i know my frens havent forgotten me. it's just a rotten feeling i get. so now im not really readin blogs anymore. but i know u guys still are! so thanks for still showing concern for me(: i'll be praying for u ppl!

oh and read Psalm 32(:

tranquility ; 1/14/2007 10:10:00 pm.

12.1.07

okie dokes...my first post of yr '07!(:
just to remind my few but precious reader, im not a big fan of blogger photo uploader, even though i really want to share the things here with you. plus, when i blog, i do long and detailed posts, so dont expect frequent updates ^.^ thus, for recent pictures of my days here in nz and a short and funked up version of daily happenings, visit jamie's blog instead(:
of coz, pls be warned that jamie tends to make me look bad. see, makin fun of me is her new hobby this holiday. so dont believe the jokes abt me on her blog. and those dumb pics of a horrible looking girl with no dress sense?
so not me.
thanks.

ok so on with the post!

alot has happened actually,but not exciting enough to be posted. hmm.basically, the family has decided to join the church badminton club and we play every sunday evening. it's cool coz there are ppl of all age groups, so we can always find someone to practise with. but i just feel soo inferior at the practises. coz, like, all the kids are regulars and they're damn pro. but like jamie says, if we become regulars too, we'll get better and better too!(:

the family is getting on really well, but as i inch closer to college days, dad is startin to get on my nerse.

be an all round student.
pls. i play, like, 6 different kind of sports and have read a wide range of books. im sry im not hugely competitive in these areas and yes i havent won any major awards. but im just a jack of all trades, master of none, OK??
do well in school because ppl here pay alot of attn to abilities.
oh yea like i havent been doing well enough by gettin into EM1 stream (top in class); 263 for PSLE, thus securing a place in NY special stream; good results into sec 2 that allowed me to enter the IP, BSP and triple sci class. come on, trust me. i may go slack for the first few mths. but i never kid with the end of yrs.
it's not hard to get a scholarship.
what, just becoz ur fren says so and all ur frens' kids are gettin scholarships into the Ivy League?I'll get a scholarship if i want to and can. i dont need to get a scholarship for you. You're makin me rethink abt goin to sydney for univ. not good, alright. I've made up my mind abt goin in the media direction. There arent many scholarships for that area. hello. reality check. thats not the usual route for most students.
I dont think im gettin much support here.
Stop reading those childish novels and read the newspaper.
Im doing both, dad, and i dont see a problem with "childish novels" like harry potter and deltora. They keep a kid's imagination lively. i dont see why i have to lose my ability to fantasise just becoz im growing up. and yes, im goin to continue watchin my fav cartoons like teen titans and yu-gi-oh.
oh, and abt the newspaper? I tried reading, honestly. but just give me more time. i only learnt today that Bagdad is the captial of Iraq, and i learnt that from the show Beauty and The Geek. see? tv IS GOOD.
You need to be more responsible for the puppy.
Dad. pls. puppies require attn ALL THE TIME. and unless i sit next to him for 24/7, he'll just keep yelping. oh why dont u try doin that? and am i not supposed to be studying like u told me to? im doin my best ok. just becoz u dont like poops lying around in the garden and suki barking at nth doesnt mean it's my fault. you're not even lifting a hair to help. JUST - BACK - OFF.

the issues gets worse becoz im finding more guts in me. im startin to talk back, which surprises myself. becoz im not used to talkin back. the old me used to just sit and take it. and i swear this change is not becoz of the new environment. i have NOT gone bad. and i DO NOT have anger management issues. and i certainly am not in an identity crisis.
if anything, im seeing my life clearer now. im seeing all the parts where it's screwed, but at the same time, im beginning to appreciate things i never did before. like helping mum prepare meals. except when i have to wash and chop broccoli into weensy eensy bits to make salad. that just stinks. but apart from that, it's been fun.

oh, and little conversations i have with jamie. we sometimes make joyce laugh so hard dad had to yell at us to shut up. and jamie's sense of humour has seriously grown wicked. see, here's how it works between us.
im usually the lame one.
i'll go, "lalalalalalaLALALALA~~~!!!" of coz, i wont hit the highest note. so i'll just stop, beam into the air and say, "I think i have the most beautiful voice."
That usually happenes when we're on long walks or when im super bored in the shower. then jamie will respond in something witty or just ur average snappy reply. which will make me laugh like a donkey and she'll blink at me.
"So funny meh?"
of coz, we take turns. sometimes she plays the idiot spontaneously and my respond will be stare, blink, roll eyes. then it'll be jamie's turn to laugh her pants off.
so the other day after an especially moronic episode of Jamie and Her Acts, i told her i dont know why anybody except me bothers to even respond to her and her dumbness.
and she said, yea, i dont know why i do that for you too. you must be darn grateful to me.
ok she didnt actually say that, but sth like that.

so yea. me and jamie. yep. we're building a strong rapport.

hmm ok let's see...what else.
OOOOHHH.
jamie is by the window and she said the sky is pinkish purple right now. as in, it's 11pm here. so thats really unusual.
...
yea it's really pinkish-purple. i went to the window to see. so pretty(:
hmm.
-___-"
jame is outside in the garden, waving at me through the window like a lunatic.
ok enough abt her.

i've started designing blogskins again. my first one for this yr will be up soon. forced to be created by the oh-ever-so-pushy jamie. nag.nag.nag. i've yet to finish it. but it will be soon. thanks to the babbling mouth that never stops yaddering next to my ear.

why is my post today FULL of Jamiecrap???

God save me.

Just knock me out.

tranquility ; 1/12/2007 01:49:00 pm.