12.2.07
", me&myself."nemo says: "
first day of school, first day of school...!!!"
well i had the same excitement just last night. and actually today was pretty alright.
i coudnt find my classrooms and were late for most of my classes, but it's still ok.
the sucky thing is, i've got no social life, yet.
i know a few ppl, but they're just, like, hi-bye friends and my churchies arent exactly very chummy with me.
so even when jamie and i were eating with the church grp, no one really came to talk to us.
which was pathetic, really.
plus i wasnt really in the mood to tune in to Chatty Jenny.
felt too dizzy and knocked out by my new envinronment, the new ppl, new courses, new school system...
made a new friend though, chi chi.
jap girl.
she probably doesnt know it, but she made my day. im eternally grateful for her spontaneous act of talking to me first.
as a newcomer who cant speak that posh accented english, i can hardly randomly introduce myself to just anybody, can i?
so i was wandering around school, alone, most of the time.
and u know how much i hate that. being alone, i mean.
u could be thinking
poor loner jenny and picturing me wandering around school, clutching my bag, a blank expression on my face.
chances are, u're probably spot on.
i dislike the me today. dont wanna go into details, but i wasnt the confident, smiley and voluntary girl i was.
i think i gave my new bio table partner a rather bad impression too. but thats another story.
and whatever.
the classes are interesting and good, like i expected.
hopefully 6 subjects wouldnt prove to be too much for me.
but thats not likely.
students from singapore are highly capable of handling extreme stress level.
one thing to be proud of, eh.
badminton was alright.
lost most of the matches, as usual.
coz i spent 2hrs warming up and it was only in the last 45 mins that i could start playing my best.
so the only match i won was the last one in which i played with jason, vs jamie and stephany.
haii.
pathetic.
honestly.
i think i'll go and do my QT now.
maybe God can make me feel better.
tranquility ; 2/12/2007 05:52:00 pm.
